The kids can't grow up in a normal childhood. They can't go to school. They have to wear a face mask all the time. They can't hang out with their friends and they have to watch everything all the time. They try to hide their pain by smiling. They don't want people to see their weakness even though they are all too tired to do so.

At some point, they wished they would disappear from this world. The whole world seemed so dark to them and they cried every night.

Some children may even have these thoughts:

Would I feel better if I just disappeared? I was so afraid of every problem. Eyes on me but still, maybe I can be a bright light in this world. Maybe after all of that pain, I can shortly shine a light, so I couldn’t give up. I couldn’t fall asleep peacefully for a single night because maybe if I keep trying to get up like this…I will find myself asking…How painful must it have been? How do I survive from this?

~ ALYA ~